I was a normal boy until I became depressed because my dad left. My mom said he left cause he didn't love me or my siblings it hurt.After that I completely shutdown and didn't want to be with anyone I just wanted to be left alone. I went to school got bullied acted like I didn't care but I did and it hurt me.Made a friends but didn't really think of them as friends I thought of them as people I just hang around with. Every time I got bullied I didn't tell anyone cause I just hid my pain and sadness. People called me bad words and it just hurt more and more. No one understood me and how I felt.I didn't tell anyone I never said I was depressed and I lied to my friends everyday saying I was okays, I was fine but I never was what hurt more was no one told me I know you're not fine or okay but it never happened so I lived my life like I didn't care but I did few days later I cut myself three times on the wrist but no one saw. I hated school because of mostly everyone but I didn't hate them cause I always took it as my fault. I hate everything about myself and my thought got worse and I knew I wouldn't be better. I started to think negatively about myself because I thought I was worthless,nothing,weirdo,EMO FREAK.
