My Crush in Middle School

my crush

So it was the first day of school and I was hyped up cause I was going to see my buds from last year and the year before that but I was nervous cause I wanted to know if I had some of my friends in any of my classes it turned out that I  barely had any friends that i knew in any classes Wich was sad😔 so that meant that I had to make some more well so I did and it turned out that I did,I made more friends but what's kind of sad is that most of them were girls literally 😒.But I didn't really care.but one of them her name was Gaby and when I first laid my eyes on her I was just shocked and I was like wow she is really cute 😊.and I was just so amazed on how beautiful she was I just never seen a girl like that so it turned out that she was my crush and I haven't had a crush for so long and I just knew that Gaby was the girl of my dreams. I just started talking to her and just became her friend then I started to know more and more about her and well yeah.
Then it was the first day of October and I had in mind if I should ask her out. But luckly I have some trusty friends and they were the people I trusted  the most and I just started to ask them if I should do it. Well I wasn't sure if would say yes so all I did is ask someone else to ask Gaby if I would've ask her out what will she say then the person I asked to ask her told me this and she would say no cause she looks as me a friend I was just so sad I didn't know what to do it was so depressing😔. But then I asked someone else to ask her who she likes or if she does like someone then the results came in she told me that she does like someone at that point I was hoping it was me but I'd hardly doubt it was me .If it wasn't me I wouldn't be surprised and yeah it wasn't me. It was my friend named Anthony I was just shocked and I didn't know what to do 😟 I was just losing hope on if I should ask her out

Then I was just I was turning a little heart broken. But I still had my friends and they helped me a lot on telling me what to do one of them was Nicole she is a good friend and also a really nice person but from here and now I don't know what to do if I should just keep going on trying to ask her out or just give up and move on 🙁☹️