Dear Crush,
You probably already know this but in case you didn't hear ... I like you or liked you anyway.
We met over two years ago but I never thought it would turn out like this.
I wouldn't say that I fell for you immediately and it wasn't glamorous like in the movies. It was gradual, I slowly fell for your humor, your eyes, your laugh.
I don't know what it is but whenever you're around it's hard not to stare.
It's killing me knowing that I'm not what you "want" or that you can't even stand to remember my name.
We were friends for years but I didn't live up to your expectations. I just want you to know I still care, of course, I do. I don't know what I was expecting honestly, but this is not it.
You went from happy and funny kind to close off and distant and I can't for the life of me figure it out.
See again, I was wrong in assuming that I could be your friend let alone anything more. It's been a while since we've spoken and I guess you can say I'm okay now because I know it's not my fault.
I really hope you figure everything out because you are an amazing person you just didn't know what you were doing with your life and I get that. I really hope you find what you're looking for because you deserve to find it.
Best wishes,
~Shannon
