Attention

chapter one

Why do I have to be here it's not like I have friends anyway and the one friend I did have is not my friend anymore.

"I'm invisible" Cam says as she thinks to herself

but I guess that's okay I don't like attention or change I never did I mean my routine never changes wake up get ready, first class, lunch, my 2 free periods for my music and then last classes.

Let's just focus on class if I think too much i'll give myself an anxiety attack which is why I'm  always alone.

Alright time for lunch just ask for an ice coffee with fries i got this

"can i get an iced coffee with fries please" Cam says softly and quietly.

"Hey can i get an iced coffee with fries please" a strange voice from behind

shit who is this aghh how embarrassing having someone from behind of me help me because i couldn't ask myself.

"thanks but i could have done it myself"

F*CK ITS ADAM

"Just say thank you"

"thank you" she says quietly again

"No problem i was my pleasure to help cause your kinda cute when your shy"

As a another voice appears going louder and louder 

"Babe why are u talking to her your so post to get me lunch"

Oh no it's Iris shes gonna spread rumors around now that i talked to Adam

"I'm sorry i helped her cause she couldn't talk loud enough" Adam tries to defend Cam

"That's not my problem come on let's go Kat and Jay are waiting"

"Bye see u later Cam" Adam says as he walks away glum.

Omg that was gonna give me a panic attack and did Adam johnson just talk to me and help me even more emberring my crush help me cause i couldn't and Iris my... was bestfriend even more harder

As Cam exhales and goes to the music room where no one goes 

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ One Hour Later~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

🎶And i hope she makes you happy and give you what you deserve cause i know i can't even if i could you need a girl like her to give you what u need a girl just like her🎶

~clapping from the background~

"omg please tell me u did hear it" Cam says as she keeps her eyes on the keyboard trying not to have a panic attack

"it's just me don't worry"

"okay" Cam says with a studdery voice as her inhaling and exhaling gets louder and harder 

"OMG are u okay are you having a panic attack let me help i do this with my sister her anxiety is really bad"

Cam's having the worst panic attack she has had since Iris left her to be popular

"breath just breath in and out" says Adam as he tries to comfort her in this situation

~~~~~Cam inhales and exhales~~~~~

"i'm okay" with her shaky voice trying to calm herself even more

"Are you sure that was a bad one"

"I'll be okay it happens when I'm nervous or scared"

"Oh well you don't have to be scared around me"

"I wasn't scared" she says in a shy voice

"Well you don't have to be nervous around me ether" he says trying not to blush

"Okay and thank you for the helping me today and earlier"