still ˚ m.zy

𝑠𝑡𝑖𝑙𝑙

i've tried everything,
from trying to love someone new
to drinking the idea of you away
to burning cigarettes so the smoke will engulf you
to even forcing myself to hate you

but

❝ 𝑖 𝑎𝑚 𝑠𝑡𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑎𝑏𝑙𝑒 𝑡𝑜 𝒉𝑎𝑡𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢,
𝑖′𝑚 𝑠𝑡𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝒎𝑖𝑠𝑠𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑦𝑜𝑢 ❞
– 𝑚𝑢 𝑧𝑖𝑦𝑎𝑛𝑔