....They sat on the warm parking lot pavement together. The area was clear and they were alone......Their faces...lit up by the Waning moon up above. You could say that they were
"Moon-bathing". They had a blast that day, as Java referred to it as one of the most amazing nights of his life...in his head of course. Princey and Javalinnh sat fairly close..in the most 'socially acceptable' way. Princey was devastated, emotionally confused..He gazed into the zillions of stars with his amazing site..feeling like he was lost...somewhere up there with them...wishing...hoping that he could be a star, only so; he wouldn't have to deal with the emotion that he was drowning in. He blinked twice and swallowed violently, before slowly beginning to face Java. Java snuggled his knees up to his chin..blushing at the ears and struggling to hide his mighty urge to grin. He noticed Princey's alluring, brown eyes looking to gaze back into his. Princey opened his mouth...
" I...I can't take this anymore....Javacake, listen okay?" Java gave his signature puppy dog gaze. Princey couldn't focus while staring into Java's eyes. He was just too darn cute. He Inhaled deeply and continued
" I'm so conflicted Java! I just...I love being with you It's like a breath of fresh air to hear you laugh..I need it in my life." Java's eyes widened, and his heart raced.
" Basically....what i'm trying to say is....i'm not 'gay'...but I want to be with you..you get it?"
Java did not understand...he stared blankly back at him...not really getting the hint. Princey reiterated..."I'm not 'gay'...but i want to be with you, Java...I..I like you." Now Princey was red...he relaxed his eyebrows...and slowly placed his hand over Java's..holding on tightly. Java was in so much shock he almost started to cry. He just couldn't fathom the happiness that filled his heart. They were both glancing awkwardly at each other..not sure what to do.
"So you...like, like-like me?"
"...Yeah.."
"So...you are gay!" Java could see the shame fill Princey's eyes. He wasn't comfortable claiming it.
"Well..it's okay...you're my prince now.." Java snuggled up closer beside him. Princey wrapped his arms tightly around him..feeling in that moment that he wouldn't let any force of nature seperate them.
"It's crazy...you're the only boy that i've ever had feelings for..I've never thought twice about my sexuality before I met you." Princey gracefully rested his chin on Java's hair, and rocked him back and forth in his grasp
"Oh i've had so many boy crushes.."
"Yeah I figured you were gay.." Princey snickered.
"How so?"
"Well...For one thing-the hair..and you just gave me a..'gay vibe' I don't know..I mean no offense you're irresistibly adorable." They both giggled softly.
"I don't know how to explain the way I feel when I look at you Java..It's like..I don't see a boy...but I don't see a girl either...I just see you..." Princey relaxed.. finally able to get his thoughts off his chest. "Maybe you're pansexual.." Java remarked. Princey glanced at Java, not sure what the heck that was supposed to mean. He continued..
"I thought about you a lot at night..but I shuttered any feeling I had for you..I was so ashamed..No one Knows i'm gay..or pan-whatever you said; and my reputation will diminish if I tell everyone."
" You don't have to tell anyone, Princey...and if you do tell them and they don't accept you..then forget them..because in the end...you'll...still have....me...." The boys gazed into each other's eyes once more..and Princey pressed his lips against Java's under the moonlight. Princey's Roman nose against his cheek, and his arms sank onto his waist...Java's arms around his bust. and they held on tighter than ever. They released slowly after a good three minutes and noticed each other's blotchy cheeks. Princey checked his phone for the time and it was almost eleven.
" C'mon Javacake, i'll walk you home." Princey stood and bent over for Java to climb onto his back. Java laughed and hopped on..for he was only a mere one-hundred pounds. He rested his chin over Princey's shoulder and enjoyed the ride while he could.
