My name is Alayah, and I have depression and anorexia. It wasn't like this at first, I was happy and healthy, but it all changed when IT happened...
I was 12 years old and my 13th birthday was in just a month, I invited a few of my close friends, Aniya, McKenzie, and Kiera. Of course they were coming but I just had to make sure. Let's skip over to the day before my birthday. It was April 4th my birthday was the 5th. And I get a call from Kiera saying she couldn't come because her cousin had a sleepover.
Kiera: Hey Alay.
Me: What's up Era?
Kiera: Hey umm I can't come to your birthday party.
Me: Ok, but why not?
Kiera: My cousin is having a sleepover so they are making me go.
Me: Oh, okay that's fine.
Kiera: I'll call you though, bye!
Me: Bye Ki-
*Kiera hangs up*
I'm goina go to sleep. I woke up, got ready and headed down stairs... "Kenzie and Aniya were supposed to be here by now". So I waited. And waited. And waited some more. But they never came... only Kiera texted me and said happy birthday. It was late at night, and still I was waiting. "Even my parents forgot about me". I'm just going to go to sleep. The next day my parents told me happy birthday, I sat in my room and waited for when they would notice my birthday was yesterday.
Again they didn't notice. So I left I went for a walk and came back, I wasn't hungry that night... in fact I wasn't hungry most nights. I felt like a part of me was fading and I felt sad, I felt I was unimportant, and worse I cried constantly for no reason. It got worse and worse then I started to take razor blades and cut myself... And I snapped my parents hit me so I killed them. It felt good so I took there flesh and bit into it. And then I bit more and more until my mouth was filled and it tasted GREAT! So I went to tell Era and she said she did the same to someone who bullied her. So we told Aniya and McKenzie. They tried to call the police so... we ate them and we stayed there for the rest of the night.
