I want nothing, I eat nothing , I start crying over nothing.I can't accomplish nothing...I sleep cuz I ain't got nothing else to do. Nothing is helping me I guess.
Even myself
And I know I have nothing to worry about, right?...
But I can't wait
I can't wait because I care too much.
Every days , it's just a smile, or even a sight. My mood always determined by you. Anyway I ain't got nothing to do.
When I'm with others,I get frustrated by their thoughts.
I can't find myself and a reason to my opinions.My mind is kinda cruel.But still,
I'm missing you..
So all we do in life get us to somewhere
I got there, I was happy there, I thought everything was finnally over, that my futur was between some kinda good hands.
And then I started to love myself and the people around me.
It comforted me in some ways, I felt like I was meant to be there.
I built dreams
Now I look at this ceiling , wondering why I am looking at this ceiling and not another.
Now I look at the moon in a different angle, this light in the street calming me at night isn't the same anymore.
Everything seems so far away,
But it's not.
And the empty space in my heart hurts again,
being so close and far from hopes at the same time, trying to forget and stop the pain. It's so long. I'm staying strong.
