"I'll stop, I swear I can change" I begged as my mom barged into my room, me following behind her
"You tried to kill yourself, Valerie. TWICE!" She snapped "what if I didn't save you?! Huh? How could you do that to your dad and I?"
"I-I wasn't thinking-"
"Exactly, you weren't thinking of how it would affect your family, your friends-"
"My only friend is dead!" I yelled
She paused and let out a sigh, turning around to look at me. She hadn't made eye contact with me in so long, I've almost forgotten how it felt to stare back at her once bright eyes
"Do you think she'd be happy with you trying to take your own life?" She asked
"No" I mumbled
She took my wrists and flipped them, exposing the fresh bandages on the inside of my arm
"I know it's hard, sweetie. I'm doing what's best for you and I don't know what else to do. I'm afraid you might do it one day and I'll hate myself for not being there to save you" She whispered, crying
I gently pulled my arms back and folded them over my chest "I promise, mom. I won't do it again"
I'd say anything to get out it at this point. Even I don't know what I'm capable of
"That's what you said the last time. Look what happened after" She spoke with disappointment "This is not a discussion. You're going and they're gonna to let them fix you"
I remained silent and sat at the edge of my bed. She continued tossing my all clothes into the suitcase
That's the thing, mom. If you try to pick up broken pieces, you'll only end up hurting yourself
ESTÁS LEYENDO
♡ From: Valerie ♡
Romance"I hate you. You're a self centered asshole and you ruined my life. This is what you wanted right? to completely break me until there's nothing left. Well congratu-fuckin-lations, Jason you've achieved your goal. I wish I never knew you, enjoy hell...
