you weren't really a father figure
you were such an asshole
you were an alcoholic
you hurt so many people
you were supposed to be apart of my life
but as i grew up
i realized you weren't ready for kids
i realized you didn't know how to be a dad
i realized you were scared
it's took 9 years to forgive you
but still what you did was horrible
i have moved on
i have changed as a person
everyday i'm growing as a person
all to i got to say is
i hope you're in a place where living your best life and you are happy
