Hi my name is_______ (I dont want to put my real name because i am not about to exspose myself). At least I know my name and im not confused about that. I am very confussed about my sexuality, all my life i have liked boys. Its been eat, sleep, think about boys, eat, sleep, dream about boys repeat. But sometimes i doutb myself. I find some girls very attractive, but it is nobody in my friend group i mean i take showers with my friends and i never feel anything hell i kissed one of my friends yesterday and i didnt feel shit. I guess it is because even though they are pretty they aren't like my type of girl sexually attractive pretty. I don't know i am only really attracted to girls that kinda remind me of guys. like a girl that looks like a girl no way not attracted to them like that. But I think that is saying something. If i am only attracted to girls that resemble boys then maybe i just have a huge obsession with guys. Oh and when ever one of my friends comes out or there are rumors that a girl has come out i just have this erge to get them to like me. But i think that is just the side of me that wants everyone to like me i dont know it is super weird and confusing. I just wish I could figure out why I feel like this. It is either I have a huge Obsession with guys, or I am something I thought all my life I wasn't.
