I'm sorry I've hurt you so much.
I'm a constant reminder of what you can't have but get a taste of, making you want more.
Im a constant look at what I won't give you.
We have fun every-once in a while but that doesn't help with what you or I really want.
I want your love and affection and you want me.
I don't know why I keep allowing this and leading it on.
The only way I can make my pain stop is by giving in.
It's not right to put you in this position, making you feel like shit.
I'm sorry I do this but I just can't quit.
I want to shut my emotions off and feel nothing at all, but you won't let me...
Not even a little...
Not even at all.
