Little Goth Princess🖤🥀

I made a breakthrough today 🌻

         I suppose I am very pouty?

But I made a break through today🌻
I'm not sure if it's the new shirt I got?
Or possibly the semblance of confidence it gave me?
Perhaps, it was because the weather wasn't hot? I suppose I'll never understand

But I made a breakthrough today🌻
I took these pictures, undifferentiated from hundreds of others taken before them, bare faced. Old friends, where have you gone? Benumbed abashment? Denial?? Who gives a shït, well done. I couldn't even find an answer in my chaotic brain if I wanted to. Though even then, I couldn't gurantee one. It's an infinite conundrum

But I made a breakthrough today🌻
Evinced through my aberrant choice to post these pictures, I seem to be "breaking out of my shell". Change is weird and little detesting? I've always been one who would much rather surpress my emotions with a simple fücking yell, but it's starting to get very hard, I can tell

But I made a breakthrough today🌻
I not only seem to have undoubtedly posted these pictures, I also had an overall consummate mind set of the world and the people in it? Very out of the ordinary for me, yet I admittedly felt sort of of free. I think I've gotten a little too used to FTP

But I made a breakthrough today🌻
I have accepted the abstruse beauty that I hold
As you can see, I emerged candidly,
the ignorant inferences of small minded people no longer affecting my being
I am triumphant, and
I can no longer here the hatred hidden inside screaming
I never realized how good it would feel to rely on yourself for acceptance Never worry about others
Because their opinions are begrudgingly obtuse and cold, reflecting off their souls
Now lifeless and sold

I made a breakthrough through today🌻
One that I shall cherish till the end of time, because you have to be strong in order to breakthrough the barriers holding you back in life.
If I can survive depression, I can survive change
All it takes is a little time

I made a breakthrough today🌻
And no one can ever take that away from me
I have become a slightly new woman, while accepting change positively
Self love will be a formidable task, but I will prevail, because I am ardent
I refuse to fail.
   
      I made a breakthrough today🌻

By Molly King
10-8-18🖤