MAKING MEMORIES

Chapter 4: F4

'Hey we keep bumping into each other,' he said while smiling looking at me.
'You know her?' Lei suddenly standing beside Ximen ask him.
'The loud girl,' Ximen gives him a short answer then leave.

Jerk. Urgh. I try to control my emotion.

Lei look at me for a while, maybe ask for an explanation but when i still ignore him, he also decide to leave us alone. Then i can hear the other group members start talking about me and that guy.

'Xia.. You know Ximen?' Hye Joo asks me while i still draw the logo.

Great. This is what i want. I am so ready.

'Because of a few accident. Not that much,' I answer her and i hope my answer can make them shut up.

Only that short interaction already make other students have eyes on me. There's no way i want them to know who i am.

Half of the group including ours done with the presentation before lunch break, and the rest of the group will make their presentation after lunch. So far, our group has the best logo. Of course, it is not a surprise. Well at least that's what i can do because i cannot get involved in other physical activities. During lunch, i make an eyes contact with Lei, and 2 second after that i receive a message from him.

LEI : 'Lets lunch together outside'

XIA : 'No, what will people say? I want to have lunch with my friend here,'

I feel bad. Lei just look at me with his unbelievable expression, and i am trying to make an eye contact with him. I just want a normal life and make new friends. He has his F4 friends anyway. So he can let me breath for a while.

So i go to lunch with my group mates at the cafeteria. I try to blend in with this people. Trying to understand their topic and laugh together whenever there is something that make them laugh even i'm not quite sure what it is.

Its hard, but its okay. I can do this!

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LEI

I still don't understand what is happening to her. I thought on her first day, she will at least want to be with me most of the time since she has no friends yet here. Also knowing her, she is not that good in making friends. She looks so uncomfortable there, and her fake laugh is so ugly.

'Lei are you okay?' Meizou ask this time.
'Yea okay,' As short as that i answer him.
'You dont eat your food,' Meizou said again.
'Haa yea. You want? You can eat. I dont feel like eating,'
'No! Its okay,'

Maybe i should text her again. Or maybe not?

'Lei, do you know that girl before?' Ximen gets my attention.
'Which girl?'
'The girl who can draw well,"

Uh oh.....

'Why? You know her?' I ask him back.
'Not really know. But a few incident with her,'
'Who are you talking about?' Ahsi said this time.
'The loud girl. I mean its true shes so loud,'

Bro........ that's my sister....

'But also Ximen is interested in another girl now?' Meizou said with her naughty smile.
'No. Of course not! No one can replace Xiaoyou. This girl, shes different, like bad different. And trust me, none of you want to get to know her,'
'Uhm i'm going to the toilet. Lets meet at the hall later,' I need to avoid this kind of conversation.

Maybe i should agree with Xia with this, no one should know we are siblings. But then, why? It is not a bad thing?

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