I reveled in the darkness that clouded my thoughts
no thinking about what pain I may have wrought
I've led my life like I owe nobody
but the truth is I have destroyed my own body
I've loved and been crushed, and yet rise to love again
But I heed no signals, i stop for no end
Every day another river bleeds slowly from my art
stained black by the darkness within my own heart
If life's a box of chocolate, I'm allergic to the taste
my life is on repeat, its copy and paste
the worst scenes replay on an endless cycle of tears
worst memories are blended with my worst fears
It all seems so real but its in my past
and I pray life just stops because it moves so fast
These shadows haunt me, and it makes me sick
their insane whispering chills my bones to the quick
I could say im successful, but I'll never win
that's just what you go through, when you live and love by sin
