Cømpletely Different (Book-2)

Completely Different (Book-2)

"okay your 18 and still believe in monsters?" he ask

"yes that's why my nightlight shines bright, to keep them away" I say

He giggles "well I'm used to sleeping with a nightlight cause I've spent about 3 years with you... But anyways if there was-

"is. There is" I cut him off

"okay if a monster decides to come in then you would let it eat me first?" he ask

"I thought you were a man, you protect the women" I joke

"uh. Rude" he jokes back

"I actually would pull you closer to me and we will get eaten together" I joke

"your cheeky" he giggles

I kiss johnnies nose "goodnight" I turn around so my back is against his chest. His hand goes up my shirt creasing over some of my cuts

"Dylan are these new?" he ask

"how didn't you notice?" I ask

I lay on my back, I push the blanket off of me a little bit and I pull my shirt up a little bit. I look down at my cuts on my belly

"when did you do them?" he ask

"that isn't important" I say

"it's important to me, tell me why and when you did them" he says

"I did them a few weeks ago when you were helping Bryan interview Of Mice And Men or Falling In Reverse I don't remember but I did them cause, you know when you go to prison you get to call someone every now and then?" I ask Johnnie

"yea" he says

"yea since Warped Tour Luke and my 'dad' got one they both called me and said some horrible things" I say. My voice cracks because I'm about to cry

"please don't believe them. What they say about you are not true. Dylan I love you so much and I told you before I cannot loose you to something stupid" he says

"but Johnnie they all have meaning, everything someone says to me it all means something to me" I say

"just know you mean the world to me and I really love you before you do anything wrong okay?" he ask

"okay. I love you" I tell him back..... "Johnnie.." I say as he pushes my shirt back down and pull the blanket back on us "yea" he ask

"I want pany-cakes" I say. He laughs "pancakes" he says

"I know but I like calling them that" I smile. "I would make you them but one, I don't know how and two, i don't think we have any mix" he says

"we should buy some" I say

"I know but we, us don't do the shopping, Angelina likes to do that. So you should ask her

"I will" I smile. "okay good night again" I kiss his cheek

"night, again" he tells me. I turn and face my wall again. Johnnie wraps my in his arms. I can feel his heartbeat every time he takes a light breath. I fall to sleep in his arms

I wake up to all the amount of light in the room. I pick my phone up and it's only 7am and everyone in the house is probably still sleeping. I just play on my phone and wait till Johnnie wakes or Liam

Thinking of Johnnie, I remember when me and him had our last really big fight, that was about two years ago when we fought about having sex or something like that, but getting to the point me and Johnnie haven't been sexually active since and not trying to be wired, I really want Johnnie in a very sexual way