Clay... My name is Clayton Johnson. I'm 20 years old. I'm doing music, instruments to be specific. Music is my partner, my love, my refuge and my hope for love. I'm on a wheelchair for unexplainable reasons and i think it's the reason no girl wants to have anything to do with me (grrrrrr).
I rarely open up to anyone. I don't know why but i think it's because i have few friends. Guys in my locale don't really do disabled friends.
I've never been in a serious relationship and all i have been in there hasn't been any connection with the other party. I thought i was wasting my time looking for love when all i got was 100% no interest. So i decided to take up music, since music really calms me down. I don't really love watching soap operas coz i feel so empty watching people promising each other forever and stuff.
I've had a few crushes on some really amazing girls but I've never told any of them. Each time i think about it, i have this mentality that i will mess up their lives, or maybe they are in their own "great relationships", or i don't deserve to be in their lives, or my life is messed up to involve them in it. And every other absurd reasons you could think of.
Please comment on my story guys... It's amazing to know every thought people could have on such stories.
Thank you
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Disabled Love
FantasyThe story is about this guy... He has had so many crushes but never has the courage to open up to anyone... Because no one liked anyone on a wheelchair, as he. Enjoy this fantastic story.
