Forgotten Secrets

Enough is enough

Shortly after Lucas left with his parting blow I'm ashamed to say that it somewhat shattered my foundation I had built and I'm unsure how I made it back down the hallway or how long I sat on the floor against the island before I was rushing into the shower to scrub every inch of my body. Tears streaming down my face in stupidity, my heart and soul aching at the cruelty I was dealt with. And unfortunately after years of freedom I couldn't help but revert back to my darkest hell.

WARNING - EXPLICIT SCENE AHEAD
[not the good kind either..if you feel uncomfortable reading it then skip ahead]

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.....whack whack.... "how dare you try to bite the masters friend!" ....slap...punch... "you will do as you are told, better yet let's just tie you down shall we?!"........

Darkness beckoned and memories faded into another...

....."I really wish he hadn't of marked you; you have such pretty skin" a male voice said as he ran his finger down my face and along the front of my body. I tried to squirm away but I was tied dow and blindfolded; my punishment for not cooperating. "Don't worry my sweet, I'll take real good care of you" he whispered closely in my ear just as his hand reached the hem of the cotton underwear I had been changed into. Tears streamed down my face and I couldn't stop the whimpers from being released from behind the binding across my mouth. With my sight at a disadvantage every sound became amplified, movements sudden as I strained to anticipate what was to happen. "We're going to have so much fun" he murmured excitedly licking my right check as his fingers moved inside the hemming and began to fondle at my folds, shivers of disgust ran through my body as I tried to move away from his hands. I felt him move and heard him spit before his other hand joined in the sick game he continued to play.  I held my body stiffly refusing to give in to his penetrations and tried my best not to give him what he was looking for. "Come on petal, let me taste that beautiful nectar I indulged on last time.  Ohhhh I can't wait to taste every last drop..." he whispered as he kept rubbing in circular motions, trying to get me wet.  I fought against my body's reactions.  Refused to give in to his demands while I loathed myself that much more.  I felt one of his hands leave only to rip away the blindfold, tearing out some of my hair at the same time.  "Isn't that better?" he asked as I squeezed my eyes closed.  I didn't want to see who he was but I could recognize his voice.  "Let me see your beautiful eyes...." he whispered his face close to mine , the rum on his breath so strong I could almost taste it despite being turned away from him. His hand ran through my hair making me shudder, then slowly ran down the side of my face once more and along the left of my body.... "Petal....I can feel you fighting it but you know it is inevitable"...the mixture of his sweat and breath started to make my stomach churn, but I couldn't puke or else the punishment would be much much worse.... " Let go...you want this more than you know. Let me give you what your body craves" he said removing one of his hands to unbutton his shirt while he moved over the top of me, sitting himself between my legs.  I tried in vain to move my legs but only got more stinging cuts from the straps rubbing against my ankles.  I felt myself going numb, numb from the pain, numb from his touch, numb from any sensation.  Suddenly there's a stinging in my cheek and I winced as he had his hand pulling on the back of my hair while he held my face close to his.  "You will fucking give me what I want you whore and you will fucking enjoy it.  No going off in your pretty little head!" he screamed red in the face, completely shirtless.  Unfortunately a whimper escaped and he changed once more - "Petal...why do you make me do this to you?.....Let me make you feel better hmmm.." he whispered as he let me go slowly and gently petted me once more. His voice, breath and touch made my skin crawl but I had no choice. I had to endure....

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....why can't I ever escape?? ....

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...The yells and catcalls echoed all around me while my tormentor stood with a dark gleam in his eye"you're on display here to show the others what happens when you try to run"...I could feel the rope tied around my wrist rubbing my skin raw as I tried desperately to escape but it was no use. I had nothing to cover myself as I stood bare to the lecherous gaze of so many eyes as they stalked closer surrounding me from all sides. I thought with my size they would be turned off but that wasn't the case. Some were undressing while others just licked their lips in anticipation and I was the feast offered to them with no escape. ..."Come on boys - lets have some fun.." he announced chuckling. Soon hands were grabbing me from behind and the jeering began. Squeezing my eyes shut I try to be anywhere but here. Hands grabbed at both my legs while others groped at my chest. The bruises and cuts burn as I'm manhandled and pulled in different directions, each trying to get a piece of me. Their lips and tongues cover my skin while tears of shame stream down my face. I was trapped with nowhere to go and as I felt them get closer to where I never wanted to be touched again, I couldn't stop the scream that tore from my very soul as they stole everything they could from me....there was no enduring this... I want to die...

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[scene finished...you can read on from here]

Holding my head in my hands I began to rock myself, banging my back against the shower wall as the water pounded against my body the memory of past playing like a horror movie in my mind.  My breathe became shorter, my chest tighter, the world around me disappeared while everything echoed loudly yet muffled.  There was no escape and as I opened my mouth to scream no sound could be heard.  I clutched at my throat, scratched at my chest, any where I could touch trying to remove the phantom hands that held me in my terror.

I lost track of time and didn't see the blood running along the shower floor or feel the stinging of the fresh cuts and scratches I had created. I couldn't fight against my demons any longer - with barely any other thought or feeling I just let go.  Katie was no more. The Santoni's were no more. Lesson learned and will never be repeated. And I silently screamed for My Ricky as I surrendered to the darkness welcoming the silence - desperate for a reprieve from my nightmare.

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Hey readers,

I'm sorry I know it's short but I feel it's enough for what I was trying to portray. Especially since the last chapter was pretty long any way.

Also sorry for the long update. Again family and work commitments got in the way but I've uploaded two parts within 24hrs so I hope that it satisfies your curiosity.

The next few chapters will time skip a bit.  Well after the this next chapter that is. 

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