,,I...I need time to think about. You can't think that you'll apologize and everything will be pink and fluffy." And with that I stood up and left the motorhome.
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,,Hey, you are back," Betty was sitting on the bed with a laptop on her thighs. When she saw me she very quickly closed it which made me really curious.
,,Yeah. What are you watching?" I asked while I sat next to her.
,,Oh that was nothing." Yeah nothing.
,,So why did you close that so quickly when I came? What are you hiding from me?" I raised my eyebrows.
,,As I said nothing."
,,If it's nothing you can show me, right?" I cocked my head to the side. Betty was silent which made me more impatient.
,,BETHANY HOPKINS JUST SHOW ME THAT FOR FUCK'S SAKE!" I lost it and shouted at her.
,,Alright...but you won't like it..."
,,JUST DO IT PLEASE!"
,,Ok, but I warned you..." she said and opened her laptop. She has opened Youtube and some music video on it.. I looked at the title: Mohamed Harris- I Don't Fuck With You (it's actually from Big Sean, but who cares). My heart stopped beating because I know this name too well. Then I remembered that Instagram post: I can't wait when we finally realese our song!
,,Play it," I ordered and this time she didn't protest.
Basically there was few sentences like: ,,I don't fuck with you. You lil stupid ass bitch. I ain't fuckin' with you. I got million trillion things I'd rather fuckin' do than to be fuckin' with you. I don't give a fuck" and so on. I'm 100% sure this song is about me...and honestly it hurts me much more than I thought it would. All distant memories came up and I couldn't make it stop. When I was singing along when he played guitar, when he was taking me out in his fancy car, when we were just lying on the grass looking at the shining stars...
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,,Hello folks, F1 is live on Facebook and today we have Lance Stroll and Alexandrina Deschamps with us. Hey guys." Maybe because Silverstone is Williams' home race Will Buxton invited me and Lance to their usual F1 Facebook live.
,,Hey," we said at the same time and laughed.
,,What are you expecting from this race weekend?" Question was directing to Lance but because I like being ,,funny" I was faster with answer: ,,We are going for the win. I'm just kidding, points are the main target. But it's gonna be hard to get in TOP10 because Williams is not that strong here," I looked at Lance who nodded his head.
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,,Another one: Lorenzo Florescu: How would you describe the other one in three words?"
,,That's easy...but I'm not sure we can say it out loud," Lance glanced at me. Well, we are not in TV, right?
,,Pain in ass," I blurted out before I could stop myself, ,,you have no idea how annoying he is. When he wants to go running with you at 5 A.M., you just have to go even if you don't want," I rolled my eyes at memory of running with Lance and Esteban.
,,C'mon it was fun. And you also met Esteban."
,,Yeah it was so funny running 10 kilometres behind you because you are bloody fast!" Lance just laughed at it, because he finds that run really hillarious.
,,Annoying little bitch...that's mine three words," he smiled at me and I pushed him away so camera wasn't capturing him. He was just laughing like an idot.
,,As you can see we really like each other."
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,,Oh this one is interesting," Will noted while he was scrolling through the questions, ,,George Patricks is asking: Is it true that you were going to same school?" How...how did they found out?!
,,Actually yes. Drin is from Geneva and we moved there so yeah, we were going to same school. But there was a lot of bad blood between us you know so we don't have good memories from that period. But it's a past and we are good now." Lance gave honest answer and Will nodded his head.
,,There is same question over and over again, but I'm not sure if I can ask. It's really personal..." I have a glimpse what it could be about...
,,Go on."
,,Emilia Turner has this question: Question for Alexandrina: Did you heard song your ex-boyfriend wrote about you and what's your opinion?" I won't lie...I knew this is gonna come up, because it's well-known that his song is about me. He told that in lot of interviews I saw...yes I did my research.
,,Well...I did and...of course it wasn't blessing for my ears and it wasn't nice to listen the lyrics knowing it's all about you. I can't really tell you my opinion on the song as a artwork...it's just swearing so it's kinda pointless. But I'll tell just one thing: He wants to be famous so he made a hit where he used dirty lies to look innocent and I'm the worst person ever. But the truth is that he did a lot of bad things I don't want to talk because I have something he doesn't: Respect. We broke up and we are going our seperate ways. I have no reasons to unreasonably throw shade on him." I was trying to be as polite as I could...a lot of people are watching after all.
There was some other interesting questions but through the whole stream I was thinking about way how to answer Mohamed. I just need three other girls to help me with that.
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,,Let's have last question. Sabina Mayer: Do you like more Charles or Lance?" I hate them both.
,,Oh shoot, that's hard one. Charles is like brother to me and Lance is one of my best friends. I can't really choose."
,,You forget third option: Artem Markelov." I swear that after this Williams can look after new driver because I'm gonna kill Lance for that.
,,Oh, the tea is spilled, you should tell us more detailes," Will laughed, it seemed that it made him curious. I just hope Artem won't see it.
,,There nothing to talk about, we are just hanging out. Only friendly manners."
You know really well that you are lying Alexandrina.
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Fanfiction"I'm tired of you giving me false signals and playing with my heart. I won't let you destroy me even more." "Drin..." "I really don't wanna hear your smart talk, Lance. I knew from the beginning who you are, I just hoped you would prove me wrong. I...
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