March 6, 2018 2:00 am
Souni
I looked in the mirror and I looked so different I have grown and matured so much since High School, I was now a senior in college and would be graduating in two weeks and was ready to pursue my career.
My personal life well... it was ok
I had a boyfriend and we have been on and off due do how he treated me like I was shit
its just I love him so much and cant let go I feel like when you've been with somebody for so long and have been through hell and back with that person its hard to let go.
My family is awesome and supports me in everything I do its just hard knowing my favorite cousin isn't on earth anymore but I know she's always in the spirit.
Since I was going to work a little late today I decided I was gonna stop by my boyfriends house since he hasn't been answering the phone for me since I talked to him
yesterday evening .
I pulled up and knocked three times and got no answer after the fourth one I decided to used the spare key to get in. When I opened the door I couldn't believe what I saw.
Jai
"REALLY JAI WHAT THE FUCK", Souni screamed to the top of her lungs
S-Souni baby what you doing here
"Jai don't baby me and what the fuck you mean what i'm doing here please EXPLAIN to me why the fuck this bitch over here slobin all over ya balls"
Baby its not what it look like just let me explain please let me fix this I said as I eyed Kadi I been talking to this hoe for a few weeks it was nothing major but some head here and there shit a nigga needed it Souni hadn't been around as much since college.
"EXPLAIN what you know what Jai FUCK YOU i've been putting up with your shit for way too long and i'm sick of this shit", she walked out slamming the door behind her
I rubbed my hand down my face sighing and looking at Kadi I instantly yelled "GET THE FUCK OUT KADI" she walked out mumbling some shit under her breath but I ain have time for that shit today I cant believe I just got caught up like that even tho I did ha wrong I had so much love for ha we had been together since high school and i've been putting her through so much shit ever since.
I got so mad sitting back reflecting on my actions I punched a hole in the wall I just didn't know why I was causing Souni so much pain. And this wasn't the only thing im living a double life, I have a kid she don't even know about... what the hell have I gotten myself into
