Dear Link,
This isn't how you normally start a love letter. It starts with me talking about all the great things about you. All the things that make you special and likable. I could, but honestly I'm mad. Not just because I know deep down I know you see me as just a friend, but I'm mad at the fact that you choose other people over me. Is it petty? Yes. Do I wish I could get over it and be the adult I just turned into? ( I'm 18) More than anything. Unfortunately, life isn't a Netflix movie. Does that mean you can't have a happy ending? Not necessarily. Let me tell you a story. It's the story of us. We met at summer camp about 4 years ago. I've seen you casually and we never really had a full conversation. That was ok with me for a while because when we first met I really didn't think that you were all that cute and saw you just as a friend. That's when I knew that you liked my friend Ashley. I kind of wish you could have seen her when you texted her for the first time. She thought you were nice, but she also thought the last three guys that texted her a few weeks before were nice too. Maybe then it didn't hurt me to know you were interested in someone else. Now? Now is a different story. About 2 years ago I saw at camp again and we actually talked. You got taller and your smile became amazing. I found out that you play piano and guitar. Your on the wrestling and baseball team. I'm only 1 year and exactly 1 month older than you. I wasn't sure if this was going to go anywhere, but I was hoping it would. I know it's sounds petty or shallow to change your mind over looks. It's not just that. You and I started talking for a long time. A year to be exact. Even though we live 3 states away it didn't seemed to matter. I have never had a friendship with a guy like I have a friendship with you. I liked you for the way you treat people, how your shy and confident in yourself at the same time. That's why I wish I could stop calling what we have a friendship. I know you don't feel the same. I know that you reply to Ashley faster than you do to me and like her Instagram photos and not mine. That you think that girl from WFW is really pretty and complement her a lot, but have never given one to me. That you wanted to get to know that girl from your prom better. I don't think it's because of me. Honestly, I'm happy with myself. I could say so much more, but I'm running out of room. So, let me end with this. I'M TO GREAT TO BE SOMEONE YOU SETTLE FOR.
