I told them I'm depressed . No one else listened cuz no one else cared, no one else dared, dared to ask what happened. What happened to that happy little girl? Well that 'happy little girl' grow up, she looked at the world before her, she looked for the parents who promised that happy little girl they'd love her to the moon and back, to be there to comfort the child when the agonizing screams of a thunderstorm woke the terrified girl. But when she ran to arms of hope and promise, all she found was the sickening toothy grin of a lie. She looked for those friends who said they'd be best friends 'forever'. But what she didn't know was that life was a battlefield, and if you're on the wrong team you will be executed by the vary smile they shared to each other, the smile brought to the others lips knowing the severe words that will one day pierce the young girls body like the guns they used in war. She looked at the only family she knew, the family full of broken promises, broken harts, and broken mines: but how was she suppose to know the mental, physical and emotional fight going on, and what spells to speak to turn that monster into a forgotten memory of the past. And then that happy little girl realize that the world is somewhere... somewhere someone-like her should not be. That world is no-where for a happy little girl. She tried to fight it by living in the mines of beautiful fairy tales full of gorgeous princesses and mighty prince that could come to save the day. To save her. She tried to fight it! But then after time that little girl realized, she couldn't be saved. So, that little girl decided that if you can't beat em' then you might as-well join them. Join them in the torment of others, to join them in the self and companied genicid, join them in the countless murders of are child hood dreams, hopes and goals... That happy little girl grew-up to the girl that hates everyone, that trusts no-one and is afraid of the faces around her. She grew up full of anxiety and depression. But what nobody knows is that 'once happy litte girl' still has love in her mind trust in her hart and hope in her veins.
