what goes around comes around》JAY HALSTEAD AND KELLY SEVERIDE

09》dreams for real

"Please matt, stay with me"i beg

I the fall back and can't get back up

"Fucking Charlie horse" I say through gritted teeth and I keep trying to get up but fire swallows me whole

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I wake up drenched in sweat

I look up and see Matt looking down at me
"Are you okay?" He asks
"No" I say hugging him tight
"Tell me your dream" he says

I explain my dreams to Matt

"I'm okay, your okay, we're okay, there just dreams" he reassures me
"Thanks, I'm going to try and sleep for real this time, hopefully instead of a nightmare it will be a good dream or no dream at all" "adda girl" he says kissing my head and walking out to his office

I fall asleep for the third time this night begging and hopping not to have a nightmare

I wake up in my bed and feel someone next to me I look over and see Kelly
Then two little girl run into the room and start jumping on the bed im on "Mommy and daddy, wake up let's open presents now" they say to me
I look back looking for another man that they called daddy
My eyes then again land on a awake Kelly

He leans over and kisses me on the lips and removes the cover off of him
"Morning baby" he says pulling me out of bed and into his embrace
"Mo-morning" I stutter in shock
"Lets go" he says kissing my head as we walk out of the room I look around and eased this absolutely beautiful house with pictures everywhere some of me and Kelly dressed as bride and groom
And some of those girls
"Am I married to you?" I ask him
"Yeah baby for 5 beautiful years" he says scooping me up and taking me down the stairs
We get down there and see the girls sitting on the ground patiently wait in to open their Christmas gifts
I smile and look at severide I reach over....

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"Fuckin severide" I curse under my breath

I get out of bed and walk to the kitchen and see everyone eating breakfast

"Here ya go" Hermann says hand in me a bowl of eggs

"Thanks hermann" i say taking my bowl to the table sitting next to gabby and Stella

"I need to talk to you guys when your done" I say to them and they nod and we finish eating and walk to the girls room

"Are you okay?" Stella asks
"Yes but i need you guys to tell me what this dream means" I say
"Okay" they both say
I explain the dream I had of severide and they switch back and forth emotional looks as I tell them the dream
"You want to be with severide"Stella says in a 'duh' tone
"No I don't he is my lieutenant and plus you to have something going" I say to her
"No we dont, I'm seeing Connor rhodes" she says
"No I can't I just can't date severide I will be thrown in a hole" I say
"What do you mean?" Gabby asks
"Boden doesn't like in house relationships, I'm surprised you and Matt cam even date" i say to her
"We just can't get married because I would have his last name" she explains
"How would I even talk to him about it?" I ask
"Just talk" Stella says
"It's not that easy kidd" I say and she rolls her eyes
"I'll be a wing woman" gabby says out of the blue with a smirk
"Me too" Stella says jumping up and down then hugging me tight
"Okay! Okay deal but i need to breathe" I say and she lets go
"Sorry, I'm just so excited" she says
We all make a plan and walk out of the girls room and back to the common rooml

"3 hours" me and hermann cheer talking about how long we have at work untill we can go home

"Hopefully we can just chill for those three hours" otis says