My love letter ✔️

Dear you

Dear You.

Oh, I cannot believe I actually do this. I am just afraid of how you had the reaction to me. I have been thinking about this for a while now, and found out that I cannot keep my feelings in the end. I have to tell you, even though I am incredibly nervous. I am not sure about what you feel, but I just hope, no, I really wish you felt the same for me.
    I do not know where to start, I mean ... it would maybe been better to say this to you in person, but you know me, I am not that kind of person.
    I remember the first time I meet you; you were just a normal boy. I did not feel anything for you then. However, after some years, when we only meet a few time in the year, I start thinking of you. I wanted to hang with you, but I did not want you to think I was weird. I remember one of the days like it was yesterday; I was sitting next to the kittens we had found, and you came. It was only the two of us, and of course the kittens. You came up with the funniest name to two of them, (it still make me smile too just think of the day) and then we were just sitting there and watching them in silence. It was not an embarrassing silence. I think that was the day, the day I really fell in love with you.
    There you have it, I really like you, and I am in love with you. You mean anything to me. On the camp, I was so happy every time my friend say that we needed to find you. When you said my name, it felt like my heart was jumping out of my chest.
    I don't really want you to read this letter, because if you like me back and we get together, what will happened to our friendship if we onetime break up? However, if you do not like me on the same way, it will still (maybe) destroy our friendship if you read this.
    If you get this letter, you should know that I am afraid to lose you, if we do not work; I still want you in my life. I do not think I can live a life without you in it. I really like you!
    I have tried, tried to make those feelings go away. It is impossible, even if I know you are a player. You look at me and it feels like I am going to melt. However, I am more afraid to lose you for good; I do not think I will send this to you. I am too afraid to lose you. Without you, I do not know how to live. Without you, my life is nothing.
    Just know; I love you to the moon and back, and even more.

Xoxo

Kara