Containing story of my slice of life at time when I just want to be alone and let out my feelings. At time when I feel stressed, too much pain, too much worries, and need time for myself.
It is a note to myself, to remind my future me, that I had e...
It is the second day after our hot arguments. Sometimes I wonder if I made mistake by saying my complain to you. Is it that wrong to communicate what's in my mind? I thought I have use good language and say it nicely.
Honestly I am afraid to face days without you ..
It feels empty ..
Please talk to me again .. Let's have more fun conversation like we used to ..
Are you mad? or you don't feel comfortable with me anymore?
Or are you busy with your works?
Or maybe you need time for yourself?
No, I am not going to ask your time again. I will wait for you to answer me. But if you feel like I broke your trust to me, actually I am the broken ones here.
I am afraid if our last arguments broke your trust to me. Afraid that you are not comfortable with me anymore. Afraid if you will turn your back and leave me. Afraid to lose you.
You told me to learn trusting you. But is it really okay? What if you became tired to me then you leave me while I am waiting here and learning how to trust you?
Hey, is it really okay to trust you?
Can we really go forward? Can I ask you about this? Cause I am afraid it will make you go further from me. They said love won't hurt you, maybe I am the one hurting myself with my own worries and insecurities.
I don't like being worry like now. I saw your instagram stories and it seems that you are home, but I get no reply from you. Aren't you excited again like before?
At the same time, I wanna call you badly and say sorry. Could you please listen to my explanation?
I am sorry, truly sorry ..
Sorry for being inconsiderate,
Sorry for not understanding you,
Sorry for being demanding,
Please just tell me if I am annoying or just be mad at me. Tell me what to do.
Don't treat me with this torturing silent game cause I am lonely here, the feeling I hate the most.
Can we really trust each other?
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