Her thoughts

Her thoughts Part 1

Its dark inside from the number of times she has been hurt, let down, abandoned, and bruised. She gives love and kindness but in return, she gets abandoned in her darkest hours. She is hurt because of the number of people she has let in and then they have destroyed her by walking away. She is bruised because of the number of times she wishes to leave. From the number of times from when she has tried to leave. From the number of times, she has hurt herself to leave. She is so fucken broken that no one ever notices because of the mask's she has put on every single fucken day. She may look happy on the outside but on the inside, she is begging for someone to bring her out of this hole. She wants help but she is too scared to ask because she is afraid that people will think that she is just asking for attention when she just wants someone to see through her mask of lies. She is terrified to leave her room when her parents are mad in the fear they are going to hurt her or one of them is just gonna walk out the door and never come back. She is scared to ask for help. She may look strong on the outside but on the inside, she is begging for someone to notice that she is hurt and broken. She wants someone to see through all her lies. She just wants someone to hold her while she cries. She is sick of hearing people lie to her about how she doesn't have the right to be sad. She is tired of the number of times people have made fun of her. She wants to see the light in things but there are times where the darkness seeps through and the light starts to fade away. She wants someone to notice her pain but at the same time, she just wants to be invisible and fade into the darkness.