So there's this guy. I've known him since the second grade, we've been best friends that whole time.
His name is Clyde and he is the cutest thing. "Felix what are you doing??" Lizzy said. "N-nothing." Felix quickly closed his computer and looked at lizzy, "Are you ok Felix?"
Of course I was I just didn't want my own sister to see what and who I was writing about. "Yes Lizzy I am, I'm just doing some homework."
I definitely wanted to say something different but no one really knows how I feel about Clyde
And that's how I want to keep it. I'm apart of a basketball team and if THAT got out then it would be hell!
I don't even know if he likes me back and if I just said it out loud and he didn't it would be horrible.
"Well mom wants you to go downstairs and take out the trash hurry up before she comes up here."
Just to remind you Lizzy is eleven about to turn twelve. Yet she acts like a twenty year old.
Ok so let me explain Clyde, this whole thing started the first day of school when I saw him.
He was all buff and he got taller and his blue eyes met mine as a smile appeared on his face.
He gave me a hug I'll never forget, Clyde was so happy to see me! I was to.
We have four classes together and we sit and talk almost the whole time! He makes me happy and one day I got this feeling.
My brain was saying "I love you" but my gut was saying "No." but I'm going with my brain.
I talk to him everyday and we both laugh and talk, but I want to hold his hands and love on him. But it's just not possible if I don't know how he feels.
The next day was a mess! And I wanted to curl into a ball and die!
I drove to school and I see Clyde and I'm like yum! So I park and go talk to him, we talk and talk about random things but then his smile goes away.
He looked towards a car that was pulling up. It was his dad. We walked to the car and as his dad stepped out he started yelling at him, his dad was urging him to get in the car but he kept saying no.
I wanted to say something but I didn't want to make things worse. I saw that Clyde was crying when he came back over to where I was. His dad drove away and Clyde ran into my arms. It was the best feeling ever.
I let his head sink into my chest as I was wiping his tears away. Before I could say anything I felt his soft lips slowly connect to mine. It felt like there was no one there. Like I was floating. It was like slow motion, like heaven.
But then I came back to reality and I saw that everyone was staring. But I didn't care I looked at him and smiled. He was blushing so hard and so was I.
I felt his hand connecting with mine and I kissed him again. I could feel his face getting hot, but I didn't want to let him go. But the bell rang and I looked at him and smiled.
At least I know the answer to my question. I walked into the school and I heard my name everywhere. It was good things and bad. But I didn't care!
I think I just found the love of my life and I'm not about to let anyone ruin that. I went into basketball practice and all the guys were staring.
"Hey guys." I didn't feel embarrassed of what I did, I actually felt proud of myself.
None of the guys talked to me but I didn't care because they didn't matter.
Clyde was the only one who mattered. And I really want to ask what happened because I hate when he cries.
The only problem is that I have a power. One that I can't control. One that destroys everything I have.
