Note: Pakiplay yung video na pinaghirapan ko pero panget pa din XD. Teaser yan mga pare nakalimutan ko password ko sa dati kong youtube account. Bagong teaser nga pala 'to. PAKINUOD Yun lang :) Revised 2021.
Nanlalabo ang paningin ko habang tinititigan ang baso ng alak sa harapan ko. Hindi ko na maalala kung pang-ilan ko na iyon. I was never an alcoholic, but now this is my only companion from the pain I'm suffering.
I just happened to discover that my boyfriend is cheating on me. That asshole has the guts to cheat on me when I have already given everything to him! Lahat ba ng lalaki hindi marunong makuntento? Damn! Edi sana hindi na ko nagpakatanga at nagpakaloyal kung isang hayop lang na katulad ng boyfriend, no, I mean ex-boyrfriend ko ang kakahantungan ko.
Sana hindi na ko nagexert ng effort. Edi sana hindi ako nagmumukhang tanga ngayon.
"Are you alright?" My attention was diverted on the man beside me. Nginitian ko ito kahit hindi ko ito maayos na nakikita. My senses are getting numb. I'm totally drunk. Itinaas ko ang baso ko paharap sa kaniya.
"Cheers!" At tatawa-tawa ko pang tinunga ang alak. "Men are all cheater!" At wala sa tamang wisyong nasampal ko ang lalaki na ikinatuwa ng lasing kong paguutak. That felt satisfying. I want to slap him more. I'm not yet contented.
I was about to slap the man in front of me again when I felt his hand on my wrist. Hindi ako nanlaban at hinayaan ko lang ang paghigpit nang hawak nito sa akin.
"You're drunk." Obviously, I am.
I just laughed at his remark.
I know na pagsisisihan ko lahat ng ito bukas but I just can't stop myself. The taste of the liquor which I really hate felt satisfying at the moment. Kasing pakla ng pagkamuhi ko sa hayop kong ex.
"You need to go home. May kasama ka ba?" Agad akong umiling. Bakit ba siya nangingielam? Nandito ako para magpakalasing. Para makalimot. Para mawala 'tong sakit na nararamdaman ko ngayon.
"I can take care of myself." Na nakakatawa dahil sa kasalukuyang kalagayan ko na kahit pagtingin sa mukha ng kaharap ay 'di ko na magawa
Parang nademonyo pa ang utak ko at walang babalang pinulupot ko ang kamay ko sa leeg niya.
"Am I not beautiful? Am I not enough? That asshole cheated on me. Am I not attractive, Mister?" I can smell his fresh breath mix with alcohol. Nakaadik langhapin.
Natahimik ito panandalian at mukhang sinipat ako. "Beautiful and attractive is an understatement to describe you lady."
At may kung anong kademonyohan ang sumanib sa akin. I leaned towards him and inhale his scent. Parang gusto kong pagsisihan ang ginawa dahil para akong naadik sa amoy nito. And a very crazy idea popped in my head.
"Sleep with me then." I softly murmured. I felt his body reacting to my offer. "Sleep with me and make me feel beautiful again."
"I'm not a fan of taking advantage of drunk people." And I feel so dejected.
My hands slowly let go of the man as I felt another set of tears falling from my eyes. Kahit ito ay ayaw sakin. Nginitian ko lang ito at tangkang tatalikuran nang bigla ako nitong hilahin ang braso ko para muling iharap sa kaniya. I heard him cussed.
The next thing I know, I'm kissing this stranger.
When we feel that we are lacking of air, we moved an inch apart. He then whispered something to my ear.
"I'll make you remember how attractive you are. I'll make you feel wanted again."
