BTS FF: A Lier Saves Me [Jungkook]

Part 1

(Warning if you are seniteve a out things this first chapter may.not be for you. If you or anyone you now is hurting themselves or thinking of hurting themselves please call for help or a crisis line.)

Your POV: (Beep, Beep, Beep, Beep) I wake up to the sound of my alarm next to me and my mom yelling. Mom: Turn that stupid annoying shit up ! I quickly turn it off before I make my mom mad. I get up and make my bed then walk to my little brother and sisters room. I walk to my little sister Kim Abby. Me: Bebe... Hey Bebe wake up. I say as I shake her shoulder gently and tell her it's time to get ready for school. She wakes up. Abby: (Yawns) Okay sissy I'll get ready. I walk to the others side of the room to Kim Mark's bed. Me: Mark... Mark wake up time. He doesn't wake up when I shake him gently like normal. So I pull all  the blankets off him and to the of the bed which, normally wakes him up. But all he dose is snore a little bit. I shake him again but he's still asleep so, I walk to  the kitchen and grab a ice cube from the freezer and walk back to their room. I put the ice cube down his shirt. Which he finally wakes up to. 

  Mark: Ahhh! That's cold. He says as he sits straight up me and Abby starts laughing by his reaction. He glares at us. Me: Okay, Okay make your beds I'll go make us some breakfast. Both: Okay Sissy. I walk back into kitchen to find my mom the table with a big bottle of achool in her hand. I walk up to her and hug her tightly and I give her a kiss on her head after letting her go from the hug. Me: Good morning Mom. She says nothing so I kiss on her head again. Me: I love you mom. Mom: Yeah, Yeah what ever. She says as shoos me away with her hand. I walk away from her from her tears filling my eyes making my vision blurry. I  blink them away before they can fall. I start to make bacon and eggs for breakfast. I'm waiting for the bacon finish cooking so I look back at my mom but she catches me looking at her. Mom: Whattcha looken at. Me: Nothing mom nothing. Mom: Good. I put the cooked bacon on a plate. Mom: Y/n... Me: Hum.... Oh... Yes mom... ? I turn around and look her in the eye's. Mom: Your ugly and, you look like a mess. I can't believe I gave birth to someone as ugly as you. We both don't notice my little brother and sister walk in to the kitchen. Tears fill my eyes once again as she says that. Mom: Awww... look at that she going to start crying. Huh ? Are you ugly crybaby ? Are you going to start crying ?  I shake my head and notice my little brother and sister standing behind our mom. Looking shocked at her by what she said. Then they shake their little heads then say good morning and take turns giving her a hug and a kiss. Then sit down at the kitchen table with her so I get the rest out of the fridge and start to cook them. I let silent tears slip out of my eye and fall down my face. I tears off of my face with my hands before grabbing some more plates from the cobored. I put the eggs on three different clean plates and I also put some bacon on to. I grab us all forks I put them on all the plates. I grab two of the plates and hand them to Abby and Mark. I get mom's plate to and put It on the table in front of her. 

  Mom shoves the food off the table. The plate brakes as it falls the floor. I ignore it and grab a apple  and eat it at  the table with my siblings and drunk mother. My mom gets up with her drink and walks up stairs to her room. I tell them to go get dressed for school.  I follow them up stairs but head to my room and the door. I put some comfortable sweatpants on and go brush my teeth and  put my hair in a ponytail. Then I go put a sweatshirt on and unplug my phone and grab my headphones. I head down stairs to find Mark and Abby sitting on the couch with their backpacks on the floor next to them as they are on their phones listing to music. Me: Grab your backpacks and come on time to walk to school. They grab their backpacks and we walk to their school. I let Mark walk to class on his own while I walk Abby to her class. I down to her level and give her a hug and kiss her head. Abby: bye sissy. Me: bye, bye Bebe be good. I'll pick you and Mark up after school. I watch her walk in and then I start walking  to the front of the school then I stop long enough to put my headphones on and turn on music. I turn my music up all the  way as  I walk back home.