HEART

rated M : strong languages

The rain wouldn't stop, as the moon fade away. The night is getting late, it is almost midnight. And that man had been sitting there, for almost all day. Boxes of cigarettes, bottles of beers, tissues everywhere, that room really look and smell awful.

"Fuck!" that man growled and punched the table again and again.

*outside the room

"A-aniki is angry again? I guess?" said one of his subordinates.

"Yeah, don't mind him, you know since that Yamada never come Aniki become more demon at night. Let's just go somewhere else." said the other.

The man could hear his subordinates talk. And they are right, he is so angry, fucking angry to himself. He tried to forget things that hurt him with alcohols and cigarettes, but it just wouldn't go away. His head kept hurting as he drank those beers, smoked and he even tried to satisfied himself.

What make him fell to this situation is one person to blame on, Yamada Ichiro. He put a lot of hope on him, trusted him with all of him but then what he got is that Ichiro turned to a hypocrite which hurt his heart so much and he no longer know who Ichiro is anymore.

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- 3 days ago -

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Ichiro's awake in the middle of the night; his head suddenly hurts. So, he decided to get himself some water. He woke up from the bed, taking steps. The other white silverish-haired man who is lying on the bed, could hear that steps clearly. It feels like he is going away from him, too far away. He was awake all the time because of that. He can feel it, that Ichiro was changing, change the way he behaved, change his habits, and... change the way he looked at him. That 'respect' is fading, that 'care' is fading, that 'love' is fading, that 'Ichiro' is fading away. Everything is black and white now.

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"I can't do this anymore, Samatoki." said Ichiro.

"Wait, what the fuck are you saying? I am not asking for it?" Samatoki is shocked for sure.

"I can't stay with you anymore." Ichiro looked Samatoki in the eye.

"Wait, what do you mean? You- you- are leaving me?" Samatoki voice lowered.

"Yes, I am." Ichiro nodded. "I have another matter to do, so- I can't stay here anymore."

"What matters? You never fucking tell me?" Samatoki voice raised. He stood up now.

"It's none of your business." Ichiro looked away.

Samatoki grabbed Ichiro's shirt with his right hand, "What the fuck are you saying? What is the damn thing happened to you?" Samatoki yelled.

Ichiro released himself from Samatoki, and Samatoki let go of him.

"Don't touch me!" Ichiro yelled back.

Samatoki was speechless, he couldn't do anything. Just standing there, frozen by words. This is too much for him.

"I have a reason. You never change. You never really change." Ichiro pointed at Samatoki. "I stayed because I gave you those chances, and now I am done with you!"

"What shit are you saying? Chances? Done with me?" Samatoki raised his arms.

"Fucking yes! I am going to take care of my brothers and I am not going to follow you anymore!"