Dear, Anonymous
Hi, i know it’s been a long time since i guess vanished, i didn't though. Vanishing wasn’t my plan at all, i was stuck between a choice. Either be set away to make sure my family was safe from me or stay a destroy my family. I wanted to stay and fight who was controlling me but, my family took another way. They set me away, i had no say in the matter, i was lost without you, but i knew you would hate me by the time i got back from the place i was set to. So i tried being with other people, but it didn't work, i was used and always got walked on. Everyday i felt like i had to keep it together for everyone but, i couldn’t most of the time. It was hard, at times i looked into my mirror and felt like punching it cause i hated what i saw. I hated that i was no longer by your side, i hated everything that reminded me of you, i just wanted to forget you but, i couldn’t . everyday i wondered if you were safe, i wondered if even you were still alive, i told myself to leave you alone and that you probably fell in love with another person. I tried keeping my sadness and questions locked away because i needed to get on with my life, i couldn't keep wondering if you were okay cause i knew in my heart that you were better off without me holding you back. Now, look at you, you matured and you survived high school, you did that all without me near you, without me holding you back you can become anything you want. But, just know even though your heart might belong to another or you just do want me, i want you to know that i never stopped thinking about you. I never stopped thinking about your embrace, your soft, warm kiss, and i never stopped thinking about your bright smile. You were all i ever wanted but, i know that you might never read and you might never want to read this, and that's okay, you have better things to do in your life then read a letter from someone you used to know. I hope you have a great life, i hope you get someone to share your life with, someone to hold, someone to love you, someone that can make you happy forever. But, if you ever want to talk or just need a shoulder to cry on, im here and i will always be here.
Respectfully Yours,
Someone You Used To Know
