Summertime sadness // Reddie

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I was on my way to school and some guys in my class just ran up to me and took my backpack and threw it at the ground all my things fell out they laughed and called me gay. Oh and then I got down and tried to pick up all my things and I felt a hand on mine. I looked up and it was Richie "oh sorry" he said with a little smile, his hair was messy and he wore his black clothes oh I hate them! I hate all his new friends they changed him. "Why are you helping me" I said "I thought you needed help" he said "yeah I guess" I said very quiet "what" he said and left my head up "WHAT ARE YOU DOING" I said "WHATS YOUR PROBLEM" "chill" he said "GET THE FUCK OUT OF HERE" I said I was very angry and now that I'm thinking about it I don't know why. He walked away and I took my backpack and continued to walk
Later when I and Stan walked around at school we saw Richie and his new friends "what happened to you and Richie" he said "I don't know" I said " I don't fucking know" "what?" Stan said confused I was being very quiet when I said "I don't fucking know" "oh nothing" I said. I stared at Richie for awhile he looked so much like a bad boy, he was really hot. After the summer last year Richie really changed like not his personality but him, he got so hot he looks 19 but he's only 17. Every girl has a crush on him they want him so bad. Last summer was crazy me and Richie yeah we were best friends . We stayed up all night at his house everyday but then it happened I tried to kiss him. It wasn't an good idea "Dude what's your problem" he said "I have a girlfriend" I was shocked I took my backpack and ran home with tears running down my face I was heartbroken. He's really flirty now always looks at me like he wants me. But he doesn't he's just a fuck boy yeah a fuck boy he doesn't care about anyone. He just wants them for 2 days or 1 week then he breaks up with them. They're all girls. Sometimes I ask myself "why is he like that" but for real I think he's gay or maybe bisexual. I swear to god if I have a chance with Richard Tozier I'm gonna take it. HE IS MINE and he has always been mine even if it lasts for one day I'm going to take the chance. He always stands there in the corner smoking with his friends just looking at all the people walking by.