Love

Save me

It's elementary school a time where your supposed to be a kid.
A time where nothing bad is supposed to happen
Right?
But in fourth grade you went through child abuse.
She pinched you and called you fat
And the was the day you felt insecure with your body
The next day you go to school and you tell your friends what happened and show them the bruise on your stomach
And it covers your whole stomach.
You tell them what happened and they tell you to go to a teacher so you did.
The teacher send you to the nurse and the nurse calls the cops
You tell them what happened but you didn't know that your world is about to crash down
Child protective services comes and takes you away from your dad and your step mom the person who abused you.
They tell her that she has to go to anger management classes and she does.
You go live with your mom and it's hell
You hate your mom and you want nothing to do with her
But you make do and join a club at school.
A couple months go by and your in therapy talking about what happened
You see your step mom again and you forgive her
And you guys work on your relationship
You move back in with your dad
But little did everyone know that something else was happening to you that will tear the family apart again.

Despite what happened I'm close to my step mom she has been there for me through my cutting suicidal thoughts  she helped me a lot.
I wouldn't have asked for a better parent than her.
She learned about what I was going through and learned as a parent on helping me through it. So I thank her and I love her for it.