Matt and I we've been married a few years. After losing the baby so sudden it caused a lot of pain. I couldn't forgive myself for a while. I know it wasn't my fault, but in a way I felt the Blame. I felt like I was doing too much and that that's why I lost the baby. I was sad and just carrying everything that I could inside. Through everything though Matt was my rock. He did everything he could for me. I was so happy to be with a man like him.
At the time it felt like we were losing everything. We lost a baby, our foster son, and I knew letting Louie go was the right thing to. The thing was that it didn't hurt any less knowing all of that.
It's been almost two years since that and we were ready. I think Matt was ready way before me. I was going to carry our future children so I'm the one that needs to be physically and mentally ready.
Matt came into the room " hey babe..." I smiled " hey handsome.." He laughed " what's up..?" I smiled " I just love you and appreciate you so much... you know." He smiled " and..." I looked at him " can't I just love you.." He laughed " you can.. but.." I laughed " you know maybe we should try again..." He looked at me " yeah.. you really want to..?" I smiled " yes.. were more than ready... the doctor said it's go time..." Matt smiled " let's do it..." I got out of bed " ok listen to this... I'm gonna put a special outfit on that I've been meaning to breakout... you get yourself ready and I'll be out in just a minute..."
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Whatever It takes - A Dawsey Story - Chicago Fire
FanfictionGabby and Matt have been married for almost two years. They have been together almost 6 years. They have been through everything together. They have lost a baby together, their foster son who they would call their own forever, and have had their day...
