Random Writings

FORBIDDEN FEELINGS

"What am i to do, with this forbidden feeling i have for you? 
For years you have made my knees go weak,
Your teasing i handle but my hearts words i dare not speak. 

You look at me and see my soul,
You knew i was broken,
being self destructive and made me come clean.

You try to keep it professional,
with a joke thrown in here and there,
maybe i see things in Your eyes that never was there

This week i disappointed You,
and the look in Your eye broke my heart.
I am torn, i love him too,
more than i ever thought i was able to,
why then when i go to sleep at night in my dreams i see You?

Shall i ignore my heart or mind,
when You are the first one i think of when i am in a bind?

Do You say the things you do to me just to keep me towing the line,
or because Your heart have the same secret desires as mine?

What am i to do with this forbidden feelings i have for You?
What i thought was pure physical attraction,
a simple school girl crush,
i now realize wasn't anything such."

Written originally 12 Dec 2012