this one actually made my mom cry!!!
Forward: these poems are depressing and sad!!!! they do NOT reflect how i really feel!!!!!! i am as happy as can be...my writing stile just happens to be depressing!!!
theres another hidden msg!!! whom ever finds it and says it word for word in a comment i will read ANYTHING of your chosing and comment!!!! ^ . ^
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*~* Goodbye Pain *~*
I'm letting go for the first time ever
and for the first time in months...
i feel...whole
i'm letting go for the first time ever
no one said it would be easy
and trust me...its not
but for the first time in months
i can breath
im sorry for whatever i did
but i can't keep guessing
so...i'm letting go
and finally i can say...
goodbye pain
im sorry
but you left me hanging for too long
and i can't keep playing these games
so...im letting go
and i can proudly say...
goodbye pain
all the gifts you gave me
seamed like you thought that you would lose me
when all i really wanted was you...
i still remember...
back when we were still togethor...
when you held my hand
it felt like you were holding onto me...
rather then just holding my hand
it felt like you were scared of losing me
now i know that to be true
I stIll remember...
the Look in yOur eyes
eVery time you saw me nEar...
every little seconD i now hold dear...
everY time you would hold me clOse...my heart woUld race
i still remember...
all the now broken promises
promises that we will be together forever...
promises you'd love me forever and always
i can still hear
the sound of your voice
when you would whisper the honey sweet words
words i now long to hear
i hope, dream and pray each and every day
that you will once more say
thoes 3 sweet words...
the words i can remember to this day
i now know your love was a hoax
because you never really get over...
truly loving someone...
as much as you said you loved me
im no longer sorry to say goodbye...
after all the greif you caused me
im so filled with glee
to finally say...
goodbye to you and...
goodbye pain.
