My name is Pearl Rane and I am gothic. Yes and dont be disgusted that im gothic because i just am. I live with my mom and dad and they both disagree with being gothic. Little kids and even kids my age are scared of me because they think im goimg to do something to them. By the way im 14 and im in eigth grade. Im actually really scared to go to highschool because bullying gets worse there.
Yes... I get bullied.....
It all started when i was nine. I was a normal kid but them i saw this kid in like ninth grade and he had dark make up on his face and he wore dark clothes, when I saw this guy im like "woah, i love that look." I tried searching up what kind of style it was or something then i found out that youre sometimes gothic when thats how you look. And when i turned ten i started dressing up like gothic people. I felt myself and i felt happy.
Well my parents and friends didnt think i looked very nice so all my friends left me and my parents get mad at me everyday. Like thats just who I am dont u get it?! So the first day of being "gothic" i got looked at all the time and even got laughed at, but I ignored it. The next day it got worse. They started calling me a zombie amd a witch and they would hurt me. I told my parents but they said it was all my fault and they didnt do anything
Thats when I got sad. I didnt hsve sny friends, i basically didnt have any parents. I looked outside my bedroom window and saw the really pretty roses and the tall fence of the neighbors house then I saw the same gothic guy i saw a few years ago. He looked the same but a few years older. So i went outside to ask him questions. I saw him right outside my house and i yelled "UHH.. HEY CAN I ASK YOU SOME QUESTIONS" And he's like "SURE." So i went up to him and saw his beautiful face. Well beautiful face for me because i love his makeup.
So i asked "you are gothic, right?"
And hes like "no, i just like makeup, i feel offended" im like omg sorry and hes like "im just joking, yea i am gothic, why?" And im like "because i am gothic too, and ive seen you before and i look up to you. Thats actually why i turned gothic. Hes like "WOW, i feel honored and special" im like your the most special human being but my parents wont accept that i want to be gothic, so i needed you to answer how did you get your parents to agree "Well" he said. "I actually had to take my parents to a special adult and that adult made them understand that thats how i am."
