As I was sitting Down waiting for Zack to come back home I was curious "what the hell is he hiding from me" I thought. I decided to just ask to be straight up."im home babe" he yelled I was sitting on his bed I wasn't scared to ask him what the hell was going on, I was just afraid of the answer. "What will I say, how will I say it, what will he say" I thought to myself. He came up stairs and broke me out of my day dream. "Babe can I ask you a question" I said . "Sure what's up" he said"don't get mad" I said "babe I won't " I was scared I think but of his answer. " Can you pull up you're sleeve please" he stared at me. I looked down but he touched my shoulder. " Babe I can't " he said in a disappointed voice."please" I pleaded. "FINE YOU WANT TO SEE MY F#UCKING ARMS YOU WANT TO SEE MY CUTS YOU WANT TO SEE WHAT I HAV TO LOOK AT EVERYDAY THE FUCKING LOOK" he pulled his sleeves up and I couldn't believe what I saw.
Flashback
Me:"Babe my mom thinks I'm at Alexandra's can you believe that Alex is watching her husband's or her child idk what she calls the *slight laugh*
Zack:*nothing said*
Me:babe you home *looks in room*" babe you here" *looks in bathroom* ZACK
Zack:*laying on the floor with wrist slit unconscious bleeding out*
Me:BABE*cries uncontrollably* wake up come on stay with me * calls 911*
911:“911 what's your emergency ”
Me: " my boyfriend slit his wrists and he bleeding out he is unconscious help please I need him he can't leave me" .
911:" mam I need you to calm down for me take a deep breath"
Me:*takes a deep breath*
911: "I can't get an ambulance in there in time but you can save him listen to me carefully"
Me:okay
911:get as many towels you can, do you have alcohol".
Me:yes I do
911: okay get that and do you have needle and thread.
Me: yea I...I have it
91:I want you to clean the wounds and the clean a heat the thread. When Ur done with that also clean the thread with alcohol and sew up the wounds.
Flashback over
"DO YOU SEE" said Zack. I couldn't think couldn't react I couldn't handle seeing that again. I could only hug him."babe I love you "I said he held me and said "Im so sorry that I left you I should've cared more I'm sorry I left". " What what do you mean left me ur here with me
Day dream over
Preacher:"We are gathered here today to appreciate what was taken from us".
Me: "no this can't be happening."
Preacher: to celebrate the life of....
Me: please god I beg of you.
Preacher:Zack welcher
Me: *jumps out of seat* NO HE WAS MINE YOU CANT TAKE HIM GIVE HIM BACK BABE WAKE UP ZACK WAKE UP FOR ME PLEASE.
Zack's spirit:I'm so sorry baby I love you *disappears*
Me: I have to be with him *sharp knife in hand* "I love you baby"
Father: put it down. This isn't what he wants
Someone: *walks behind her and grabs knife*
Cops come
Cops : *walks to me and walks me to the ambulance*
Me: *grabs gun from cops holder* "I love you baby "
*BOOM*
Zack: baby why would you
Me: *hugs him* we're together
Zack: I love you
Me:I love you too
Walks the stairs if heaven
