not sure what has happened but i can't quite understand the difference between trust issues, control issues, and being transparent in a relationship. documenting the times and places in the chronological order in which i've been and if i'm not on point in how its been relayed oh it don't add up cup in my hand but my breath absent of its french vanilla scent should be enough that i haven't been hanging out as you say. you want to trust me you love the idea but your actions and your words paint a different picture i cant say im not oppose to the goal but um.... i'm not sure i can handle the smoke im choking on the thickness of your words and i can understand and identify where your insecurity lies but i need to know that if i cut all ties i will be where i need to be with no issues... yours or mines like we have goals and i'm not sure how good your aim but mine is impeccable and i've been sure on the mark but youve never let go of your bow strings to see the force behind your arrow the bend in your arrow seems to have some assurance but im unsure because you've given me no assurance. show me you can lead and i promise i will follow but you can't move forward standing still taking the first step is always the hardest... leaps and bounds are dreams aplenty but first you must learn to crawl .... you're still a baby watching all the toddlers play wishing to move about as they freely do but your limbs aren't as strong as you believe them to believe i guess your muscles need a little more exercise
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