I finally realize that i have to let you go
Its the hardest thing I've had to do
Its been 2 years since I've been on my own
A new journey awaits,new priorities i have to intake
I cant keep being afraid to let go because sometimes letting go is better than staying in a situation you're not sure of
I pray to the God above that you end up happy without me
Bc i cant keep sitting around questioning myself what are we
I never thought i would say this but i hate you as i look at you with tears in my eyes you say "that's not true,you say this everytime but you'll never give up on me" but answer this have i ever turned my back on you
You hurt me over and over again
And over and over again i took you back
Blaming myself for letting this relationship get off track
I cant keep being the blame for your constant mistakes
I wont keep being the blame and thinking of myself as a disgrace
I loved you and loved you and loved you till I couldn't do anything but hate your presence
You made me feel worthless like i couldn't be enough you pulled me in and out of love i took one step forward you pushed us two steps back
My only question is...
Is this what it feels like when a girl
is breaking or is she breaking free.
~Cleonise
