Who am I? I used to ask this question to myself every day, whenever I was busy doing something, i.e. washing the dishes, drying the laundry, talking to my friends, travelling to and from my institute (I don't go outside much) this question would bounce around my head a lot, who am I, who am I? Recently I have changed a lot, stayed as a certain personality for a while, changed again, and again, and again. I always wanted to be myself, and that's one thing that hasn't changed, I am myself, not the best person, I'm kind of rude, I'm shy, I'm weird, but recently a lot has happened, not physically, mentally. Figuratively speaking I'm still trying to find out who I am. In terms of speaking I'm on this mental journey of sorts, it has it's ups and downs, I haven't reached my end goal, I don't know what my end goal is, but I'm going on this journey unwillingly. Instead of writing everything in one "chapter" I'm going to divide this into different parts, emotions I have experienced so as to speak. This isn't is my usual type of "story" but I hope you'll read this anyways, it's kind of a healing process from all the strong emotions I'm dealing with. I can't promise you that this will be very exciting but it won't be boring so I hope you do continue onto the next chapter and read! :)
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I wanted to be "normal"
SpiritualHave you ever looked at random people when you're out in public and thought "what does being normal mean? What is normal?" I've been tossing that question in my mind for quite a while now, this "story" is kind of my own story from my own point of vi...
