You & I

THE AUDITION

Well it happened 6 weeks ago today. The day I auditioned for the Xfactor. when I got told I could possibly be the next biggest star. but it all kinda went down hill when me and this really good looking boy, harry, got called back. we got told we had to be a duet. Fun. I mean that wasn't me being sarcastic either. he has a very good vocal range. he is tall. he is super cute. he has an amazing personality.

Today is the day we were meeting properly for the first time. We are going for some lunch then going back to his. SO it is gonna be a rather awkward day today. 

he is here. I don't know why but whenever he is around I go all shy and my little sister Elisha notices.

"SOMEONES IN LOVEEEE!" she shouts, as I open the door. she is correct but EMBARASSING. 

"SHUT UP EL!" I reply.

"I am just speaking facts, look even your cheeks are bright red!" she says pointing to my cheeks. this causes me to feel more heat rise up into my cheeks.

"Bye Bye Maddyyyyy!"

"I am so sorry about her Harry!" I explain.

"Wait till you meet my younger sister!" I can feel more heat rise up. he giggles. my instant reaction was to playfully punch him in the arm. which results us tackling eachother before we enter the café.

"So, have you got a, you know, a boyfriend?" he asks me as we sit down with our lunch. I almost spit out my juice. we are both 18 and he is 2 months younger than me I am happy about that. weirdly.

"why would someone ever want to be with someone as ugly as me, I mean look---" I get cut off by harry.

"Because you are amazingly talented, and extremely beautiful. perfect blue eyes and long brunette hair!" the conversation got awkward.

"Do you have a girlfriend?" after what he just said I take not.

"um yeah actually she doesn't want me telling anyone, but I trust you, can I ?" I immediately, for some reason, think of my best friend Jessica.

"it is this amazing girl called Jessica Smith!" OMG. I feel tears welling up in my eyes. but I have to hold them back. I can not let harry see me like this. not today. 

"oh...my...god..." I sigh. but I can not keep it in. the tears stroll down my cheeks.

"hey hey what is wrong,?" he asks me pulling me into a hug.

"she is gonna be here soon she says she really wants to meet my duet partner!" omg . this is gonna be fun. she does not know who my duet partner. I didn't want to tell her.

she is here. she just walked in. she waves then carries on searching for harry to then realise I am WITH HIM.

"I am sorry I really can not do this, just message me later yeah jess?" she nods and harry calls after me but I ignore. wow. my best friend is in love with the same person as me. just great.