This was it, this was how i was going to live the rest of my life. Hiding from people i know well enough that they wont fucking look for me, hell. They probably wont even notice i left. I sat with much discomfort on the rundown seat, rips and stains more than noticable to the point where you can feel them on your back. The smell of marijuana and urine seeped through the train cart, eliminating any kind of fresh air that dared to enter. Quite frankly i dont blame it, you have to have a death wish to be here, or batshit crazy that is. I reached into my bag in hope of finding some kind of drink to get rid of my thirst, which was unsucsesful in the end. I sighed in fustration as i forcefully put the bag next to where i was sitting before leaning my head against the window. I had been on this train for three fucking hours, with nothing but my thoughts. I had noticed a kid sitting at the other end of the cart, i just refused to pay attention to her until this point in time. She seemed to be around 13, her hair dark brown, slightly falling over her eyes as she sat simply staring at her hands in what seemed to be contentment. "Uh, kid isnt it kinda late to be out here now? its like 3am" she looked up at me half way through my sentence, sitting back in her seat confidently. "Time dosent mean shit to me. Anyway, i need it to be late if i wanna get outta her unnoticed" She scoffed. Her accent thick, lacking innocence for her age. I was taken back by her choice of words. So many questions ran through my head which i wasnt prepared to ask. "Well, im in the same situation as you i guess... do you need like, money or something?" I had taken about $500 from my dads wallet before i left, so i was more than happy to give her like $100. She sighed in defeat, her eyes saddening slightly. "fuck i- kinda, yeah i guess" She stuttered softly, looking up at the celling. Without another sentence, i rummaged through my bag to find the stack of money i had claimed, taking ten ten dollar bills out before standing up and placing it on the pop up table infront of her. The kids eyes lit up when she realized what i had given her. "Holy-oh my god, thank you, i really needed this" she rambeled. I couldnt help but smile a bit at her state. It just sadened me that she needed it in the first place. I went back to my seat before zipping the bag back up and putting it over my shoulder. "I would give you food and water too but, i dont have any at all" i said sadly as the train came to a hult. "Its fine, this is more than enough." she stated, smiling slightly. I wanted to ask her why she ran away, i wanted to help her but i just couldnt, she seemed independemt enough on her own. "Bye kid, i'll uh... i hope shit goes well for you" i stuttered. "You too dude, thanks again" she said. I stepped of the train, the cool air hitting my face soothingly. Pure freedom running through my veins like ecstasy.
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So uh, this is the first chapter i guess. Tell me your guys opinions on it so far if want
