No one notices but every night I lose a battle, the battle of trying to fall asleep without crying or calling someone because I feel like if I call someone I'm bothering them, and I know that's crazy but some night I don't sleep because I can't because I think about a million things I should or could have done today or could be doing right now...
But I'm fine because I'm used to hiding my true feelings behind a fake smile to make others happy...
