AllNewFromDec02

It all happend for good :)

Starting off with introducing myself and my history . Things were so easy and lame :3 back in 2015s and 2016s mid. Ahh I feel like ,  the right things come to you eventually by the nature. All you got to do is  believe and hold on to it till u feel it's no more yours (in my case it ll be impossible to let go) haha thts my so called introduction. ^_^.

  Aight !!
My life literally had no meaning back then becuz I was aimlessly walking down the lane . And suddenly things started to become meaningful and less lame.  Because back then I had this unreal impression towards "true love" ..In my case according to the things I ve gone it was a joke. People had there own worlds where a true love had to be keep them attached ...but I was like "wtf" nope..this ain't gonna work I should stay away from true love ..:3 . One enjoyable and a happening day I was on the way to the shop outside our school. I came through a funny conversation between two girls where they we're talking and giggling like us. Using a slang n boyish language. Omg I was so amazed ..to see that type of hyper from girls :P .  Okay but at that time it was not at all important to me . Because I used to be IDGAF guy. Moving on I should also tell yall that I was a clash of clans addict where I unknowningly happened to be the fastest war star scorer back then in my clan and in our school. Wow ! 😅 lol. That weren't important too :). Nor fine night I finished my daily list in my clan and I was off to a roam around the game. I left my clan for a while and joined one of my friends clan . There I was able to talk to him and another fella. And also an odd account which I started to chat just for fun. And that was a "she" omg a girl talking to me like my dad. Well it's all okay becuz I still didn't give a shit. The best thing was she asked my Instagram username and followed my account. I was like "okay plus one to my friend list in clash of clans". Then on a fine but weird day....I posted a story of my slippers while I was seated in the 2nd floor of the Durdans hospital building. And I got a another weird reply from that same girl like "eeeya" . Haha...my only impression was Why did she had to give a shit of my damn slippers😄. Well but she did give a shit. :3 then we argued a bit and started chating in the normal way as two ppl who met from clash of clans :3. Her reply was not that important to me back then because you know I used to. IDGAF guy :3. Things happened days passed by and we both were into a good friendship where we built a good trustworthy friendship. Eventually she became more like a sister to me. Because the main reason to that was , we both shared our own history....but as I have told yall. My history had no meaning but she was magical in her words idk how because she gave my history a meaning to it. When I flashed my memory I now feel like she was the one and only friend who had to give this aimless boy a meaning to his life n past. Sooner we were best friends and we used to chat and hustle daily without any conflicts. :)

(A moment I first heard that voice😍)
One day I was asked by our house teacher to collect participants from our house to our annual sports meet. Me and our house captain had a good time roaming around the main building and suddenly remembered about the primary section and headed there. Before going up the stairs we took a seat at the cafeteria and discussed what's left to be completed . Then whilst reading the student names, I came through that girls name. Hmmm. I felt okay and wanted to give it a try. I told our house captain about her and we straight away headed to 8D class. Since iam a shy guy after all I asked him to call her and ask whether can participate for the 100m hurdles race. He was okay with it and we stood in near the entrance and called her to the corridor. Okay she came out with a laughter and I requested her to parcipate here...she was not that okay with that and she replied saying something which I can't remember. But .......I still got that voice in my head. Because I got that instant feeling of  ' wow ' wish I could hear that rough girlish voice more often'. Which became one of the main reasons which made me attract to her. Idk y at that time things were okay and her voice was the only thing running in my mind till I came down the stairs. And then the most awkward moment was when our house captain started admiring her figure and beauty with me :3 . He was a everchanging fella with a funny personality. But I really didn't know why I got jealous about his feelings towards her . Ahh now don't think that I ve already felt for her beauty and voice. But my heart didn't let me get off the shore of her beauty and voice. Then suddenly again her figure was flashing in my mind for days :3. All were happening as if I had a crush towards her.

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Likewise things got weird and changed me and my personality a lot thanks to her friendship. I yall don't know iam not a handsome ..good looking human. Iam just another ordinary kid. Who never had a good impression on true love. Okay ..then days passed by we were sharing each and every moment as good friends ..and when time passed by people started to call my her name where I o was pissed . And people calling a girls name wasn't the most easiest to me. Then I had to think deeply about this matter. I vividly have a image about her goodness and time to time I was wondering about her ...the things which came to mind were all good stuff because her beauty became more beautiful to me and her herself became too much important to me with time. And I actually realised the fact that I am already IN LOVE WITH HER where I had no other option. Then the good times were when her friends messaged me that she has a crush on me, where I was so excited and happy after a long time. Thereafter I was too eager to reply her messages and await for a fast reply. We both had the same impressions on ourselves...where her crush made me more motivated into her . But I also had that had feeling whether I ll become a burden and a headache for her. Which mattered me a lot back then before.
Time passed by and it the December holidays were incoming . During those days she said that she have a crush on to a boy. I was not so pleased about hearing this and I was too eager to know who it was. (Maximum Jealousy) .
My eagerness didn't have any impact on her..but after after all that she came up with a pretty long message telling about a guy.. well I opened it and read and it said everything which I couldn't even dream of. She had almost expressed her reality towards me and I was shocked and jumped outta my bed and yelled "yes" because my dream which I never dreamt came true. But still I had to offend her message because I was not in the mood to tell her about my crush. Then we still acted and chatted like two friends who really for each other. And on one most finest night I was playing a game a called GTA 5 and then came to bed . I always told her about a swan whom swims in the river and I'm the boy who's trying to catch her in some other emotional way. Then she came up with the message around 11:05 pm asking me that who that swan iam tellin about about and that swan could never be her. I then I had no other to express my reality towards her... then I just sent the message (at 11:08) I LOVE YOU which I thought she would laugh at me but nope. The moment was so good that I was so much happier than I was before and an arrow which carried her beauty shot in to my heart and stole it away from me without a word. She literally stole my useless heart 💓 don't know why but I was so happy anyways .

(Moral back then)👇
Do not judge someone by their outward appearance or by expressions. Because she just did have problems other than fighting for my heart and she did it and she is now a winner no one is ahead of her victory. She did the impossible possible because she was able to give meaning to my life. She held on to this like she already mine and she's just too good for the fake people in this society. She is not here to be insulted by any....she is here to show someone a meaning iam glad it's me. Iam highly privileged to be her happy pill and iam too blessed to say That I love her. She is not just a girl but a gemstone. She maybe rich ...she maybe sexy...she maybe rude...but none of them ain't permanent . She ain't just a object as some people treated her back then , she was not brought to this world to have sex with , for all the hoes living out there yall may take her personality as and example . Yet some people hate her so much idk y. But I surely know one thing her love and intense kindness towards me was the factor which changed my own thinking pattern of life and gave it a deep meaning inside. I owe her a lot than the world can count ...I myself respect her than anyone would . Hopefully I do think she accepts my love . Darling this world is not only for you and me but God has left space for us too for us to dwell happily one day after all.

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