Even when i try to explain
The pain
They don't understand
They think am insane
Or asking for more attention
While am actually in my own detention
Punishing myself every now and then
Each time that i count to ten
U won't understand what am saying tho
Cause none of u really know me
Plus you're not trying hoe
Lol this rap won't even make sense to u
But it does to me
As i read it over and over again
Realizing that i did not count to ten
Yesterday i do what i do to stay the same
Even if it means that i need to sleep all day
I wish my life was the same as my dreams everyday
Idk how to cry anymore
Idk how to smile anymore
Idk how to even say hi anymore
My feelings are going crazy
But that's not why am being lazy
Or maybe it is
I just don't know anymore
Am being sore and immune to everyone, everything and every little thing.
But u know what I don't wanna lie anymore.
YOU ARE READING
close your eyes : My experience with stage fright
Poetryonly if I could return back to when I was 5 years old, things would be a lot better now... I wouldn't have been like that...
