I never knew that my life couldn't be more stranger, and i didn't want this life either. I can't even REMEMBER! how i ended to this ....but i do remember of how I've been betrayed. To a friend who i trust.
i remember when i was in the orphanage of saint Lucia, this place has the largest population of orphans and only few of us are being adopted. The place where i was raise is the place where i was often bullied. i'm different from them, i never laugh but i often cry, the other orphans often sees me like this and they think i have a problem or I've been possessed by a demon and the sister thinks it too, they try to help me by reading me the bible and teaching me the value of life. but it didn't changed the way that i act, my attitude worried them and my appearance isn't well as it seem. the only way to get rid off my problem is to hid me from others, they LOCKED me up and tells me that someday my presence will be notice by God, i...didn't reply to what they say to me cause i always think that i'm just a mistake and to this word and i will never be accepted i'm alone..... or that's what i think
it was a gloomy, rainy day, rain falls from the heavens loudly. thunder roar as God's wrath, i felt the coldness of the weather, locked to my room, accompany with shadows that surrounds me, the only light i see is the dim light of the window. as i look at it I've daydream a bright world of freedom from this dark world of imprisonment. But awhile, my vision began to narrow as my body becomes weak, haven't ate for a week and thirst for water. I've survive by praying and fate is all it took. i don't know what to do....as my body falls to the floor and once more i looked to the window and said "all things are meant to be free". i was about to die until i hear a creaking sound at the corner of my room. As my eyes rolled to it's corner and i saw....a figure, i can't tell what it was, i can only tell myself that it's all imaginary. Then my heart stop beating and the colors of my eyes had vanish. i guess life is short as the sister says. vision continues to fade, all i see now is darkness. my life ends with no purpose, i will forever be in peace, no more sadness and no more pain.
