well hi
i logged on to read a book on sims cheats and what else do i find other than 1.6k notifs that wattpad will not let me scroll all the way through :(
i think i just got sad when jonghyun passed away and after my teacher made some shitty backhanded comments about it, which made me feel like garbage. since then i'd kinda had less and less of an interest in kpop besides the music.
atm i'm recovering from a minor surgery and my ass hurts but i'm okay lol. i've been no-lifing a minecraft server for the past few months if you want to know where i've been :D *depressed sigh*
yeah idk, i still very much enjoy writing and literature but i think writing fanfic has demotivated me a little bit. other than homeless, i cringe looking back at the shit i've written. that's the story i'm proud of, regardless of whether it's fanfiction or not, i still feel damn good about it, but i haven't been able to write anything decent since then i think.
i got the shining in the mail earlier, so i'm looking forward to starting that tomorrow. i've also seen the song of achilles be mentioned, so i'm hoping to be able to check that out as well.
i don't want this to seem like a dramatic "iM lEaviNg" book bc it's not lmao, but i kinda want to delete everything other than homeless and start over but i won't. i'm too fucking grateful for the support to just throw it away like that yknow?
like fuck. i never imagined 100k reads in a million years. i never expected 1k, but ONE HUNDRED THOUSAND is incredible to me, and i would like to thank every one of you whose ever read or voted or commented on any of my books.
as of now, idk where i'm gonna go like at all. most definitely not fanfic, but i'm not too sure what/where else i'll write. i'll be on wattpad reading some other things but i think my kpop ship fic time has come to an end lol.
do let me know if you would be interested in reading my work even if it's not kpop, though. i'd be glad to work something else out for my future writings :)
for now, a temporary adieu, but i'm not leaving so idk why i'm saying that. anyway
❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ thank u loves, see u soon
edit: jesus fucking christ when did 407 end up my follower count ?????? thank u !!!!!!!!
