Hi. Im making this book because i want to. My yaoi book will succeed way more than this book ever will. So this is kinda like my random thoughts book but I'll try and make it different. Anyway. Let's talk about crushes and love. I have a crush.
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(Blurred face for obvious reasons). So yea thats him. Que rico ik. Ok well the thing is i think he knows and he i think he caught me taking pics of him. He doesn't like me anymore :) but whatever. I stare at him whenever i can. I dont know if anyone from my school is reading this but if u are... hi. Ok wait yes people are but they're my friends if u kno who i am and know who the person is.. hi. Anyway He's leaving the school and ima be sad but whatever things go. So he's my first crush and this my first time feeling like this. crazy. The only way i can describe it is it hurts. U might be like what the frick. But idk it like hurts sometimes to think of him. Listen, i cant describe it. Like i like him but my heart hurts and some of the thins i did make me embarrassed and wanna erase that memory but I cant change it. Love is complicated ik im being pretentious but idk i cant say it. I can feel it but i cant explain it. Sometimes i think about how rich he is and it makes me sad but idk why. Im not trying to be edgy i just cant explain it. I don't know what else to say. So if u have a crush or a boyfriend/girlfriend treat em good and make ur time of liking that person or your relationship count even if you break up or get rejected make the most of it.
(The realization that im being positive. Is weird).
