Poems

Gone

                        

I'm so sick and tired of feeling like this
Feeling like I have nothing to live for
Feeling like I was born in the wrong place at the wrong time
Feeling like I'll never be like the people here or even fit in
I'm tired of having the only person I care about in another country
I'm tired of being tired
I'm tired of myself
But yet thou I'm still here
I'm still in this awful world driven with hate
Still in this world that took away my happiness
In this world were you only matter if your one kind of way
I'm tired of feeling feelings
I'm tired of it all
I want to be numb
I want to be unknown
I want to be hidden
I want to be invisible
I want be gone